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meeting gwen l8r! can't wait! at least i know they're always people who care (and who'll never change, in a good way).

can't. wait. to. go. shopping!!!
& make something for someone + christmas cards for hayeeeatoii (+ some other special people who've made a difference in my life this year)!!
& meet gwen for our secret corner starbucks date haha! i miss you gwennie soh

i'm dreaming of a white christmas! just like the one we used to know

Logical: How the user/programmer conceptually organizes and understands the data

Physical: How and where the data are physically arranged and stored in the computer system

è Separating the logical and physical views of data facilitates developing new applications because programmers can concentrate on coding and application logic (what the program will do) and do not need to focus on ow and where the various data items are stored or accessed

mauve-dreams

I wish you bluebirds in the spring

To give your heart a song to sing

& then a kiss, but more than this

I wish you love

& in July a lemonade

To cool you in some leafy glade

I wish you health

& more than wealth

I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree

That you and I could never be

So with my best, my very best

I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm

A cozy fire to keep you warm

& most of all, when snowflakes fall,

I wish you love ♥


i am so grateful for all my girlfriends, whether all of you know it or not, even if you feel like you're insignificant to me, you're not. love y'all v much.

disappointed:

1. my grades (finance quiz, pr test) are so bad despite studying. i think i would do better without studying. honestly feel like s/u-ing pr. what's the point of working hard when none of your group members care (& it's their core module). i am doing so badly for school despite putting in double the effort. maybe i'm just not cut out for this.

2. no holiday plans.

3. i am the only one who cares. about everything.

4. shopping trip on saturday was not fruitful. ended up fighting. no chance to shop till end of exams.

5. i really want to watch movies but looking at my results... :( ∞

Current Mood:

stupid

i'll find a way

freedom of expression, freedom of speech, freedom of love?

http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/2009/10/he-could-never-love-me-just-as-i-could.html

i doubt the authenticity of this story because it does sound fictitious (haha i have to doubt everything) but it is quite sad. i wish the people around me will be with me forever, although i am going through a phase (again) where i feel like i'm very distant from everyone (again). maybe it's just school. sigh. i love you all.
 

two of my favourite songs back in secondary school,

Tiger Lily by Matchbook Romance:
http://artists.letssingit.com/matchbook-romance-lyrics-tiger-lily-nsw8mhm

Promise by Matchbook Romance:
http://artists.letssingit.com/matchbook-romance-lyrics-promise-s6xwrq3

i miss Pod-dee. :(

anyhooooows, everyone seems to be having a bad time of late, so i hope everything will go well for all my friends so that everyone will be smiley and happy once again! i love all of you :)

watching finance webcast now (yeah i know, saturday's the paper and i'm only watching it now) and it's the slide about SML (not small medium large but the security market line, which measures the reward-to-risk ratio ie risk premium vs beta but okay enough), and the lecturer's going through like y = a + bx, and i was reading some jc people blogs/ljs/etc and omg i miss the good ol' days of doing math!! & even chemistry, but maybe not physics and econs.

okay that's all i wanted to say haha! back to finance (anyway my world sort of came crashing down on me yesterday when i checked my email and my tutor said bonds is tested as well omg, although the lecturer says it isn't on the forum?!, on a side note, my tutor is really good in my opinion)
 

birthday colour?